After a very long time of not being able to even properly write a grocery list, let alone a journal entry or a blog post... I'm finally writing again.
It's been so long since I haven't felt "blocked" from my ability to write even felt any motivation to write, that I almost forgot how satisfying it is to put my thoughts or feelings into writing.
It hit the point recently, where I simply couldn't find the words to express what I was feeling... So I decided to draw whatever came to mind.
Those drawings were terrible from a quality or ability level... And they had really dark undertones (due to depression, anxiety, PTSD and years of trauma and insecurity), but the point is... I was able to express my thoughts and feelings.
That was last night.
Today, I posted a post on each of my blogs and then proceeded to start working on my second book manuscript again - which had been sitting untouched for over 4 years.
I finally am at peace about a lot of things in my life. And now I'm ready to move forward. Which includes writing again.
I can't wait to see where this new journey takes me!
